Today morning when i opened my Inbox I saw a mail from my friend containing her LOVE story penned down by pouring all her feelings from heart. It was very interesting and as a fan of such stories I thought i can post it in my blog weather or not it refers to me.
I am a girl born with silver spoon in my mouth. No difficulties ,no painful incidents, no sleepless nights and no deviations. I had a royal and graceful life. Wonderful parents ,caring siblings and merciful blessings from God. Anything I just think, would be in-front of me even before asking someone. This is the way I am blessed. All my friends envy me "ohh..gosh!!! ....I hope we had such a merrymaking life like her's!!! she;s damn lucky". yes I admit I am lucky.This is all about my life. Then comes the time when I need to get pragmatic and lead my own life which was quiet curious in the beginning. I decided to go for a grad school to earn a degree in the field i like the most "The Aerospace". The word "aero" was very eye-catchy to me most likely since my childhood. I still remember the nights when I stared at the sky hoping to meet an alien some fine day in my life. I was quiet excited to go to a grad school. This is the juncture where i need to decide a suitable grad school. I was working really hard to clear all my exams to get into the grad school.
Then I meet a person who almost made most of my nights sleepless.I don't even remember a day, not thinking of this person. He is sooo charming, he almost swept me off my feet with a perfect broom. He has a great charm on his face which made any one fall for him. His eyes very sparkling all the time with confidence. His smile made millions fall on his way. His passion towards life made me fall for him. He is an amazing words made me to just listen to him quietly all the time. I am afraid that I can fall short of words to describe this amazing person.
I always heard about love. I describe "Love as an utopia", A land of fairy tales. I never ever experienced this feel before. Whenever I see this person or even think of him, I have a feel of playing a jazz in my heart.My eyes were always curious to meet this person, talk to this person and spend most of my time with him. I never, ever felt something even closer to this before. All my life was scintillating , dazzling and blossoming with his company. I felt for a while that my life would be just a perfect and an idealistic one with him and I am pretty sure that my friends now will be like "jeezzz.....I want a life just as perfect as hers".
Being a girl, I was not bold enough to propose him. I was trying hard to hit him with an idea that i like him more than anyone on this earth. One fine morning I decided to stir up a conversation involving boyfriends and girlfriends. This is the juncture in my life which completely made me turn topsy turvy. I never even gave a taught of him saying something like that. I was completely upset with it. I was unable to express myself to him, which was even more worst as I was never like that. My eyes were filled with tears . My tears were just waiting to droll down my cheeks. I couldn't face him any more. I didn't know what to do then. could you guess by this time what he said??? yup...he said that " I have a girlfriend!!!","She's love of my life". yes.yes yes. ofcourse I completely agree that a guy with such great charm defenetly has a girlfriend. I was pissed off just by my own nature that "how could I be such a dum-Ass that I even couldn't give a shot of thinking him to have someone else in his life??" well probably that shows how much I was mesmerized in his lovely talks.
I was soo much upset with this issue that I almost spend a month to get rid off his thoughts. He's not my crush to forget, I miss him every moment of my life. I got a habit of seeing him every day talking to him almost 7hrs a day by then. I couldn't even digest the fact that I no longer can see him or even talk to him as he said that he is gonna marry his girlfriend and live for ever. For the first time in my life I envy this girl. "plzzz
jeezzzz....!!! make him get rid off her so that he can be mine .I want this guy some or the other way" .I just hated that girl for no reason. I don;t even know her. I never even met her. I was not supposed to say something like that. But I did it.I knew that It was not good but I couldn't stop doing that.
But later I realized that I was just going nuts on this particular guy which is no way good on my part. One day I realized that He's a good guy but not good for me and then I wanna puke on all my thoughts of grabbing him right away from his girlfriend. I realized the aim of my life to be a good or even a great engineer in my dream-field "The aerospace" .I re-focused on my career and got into one of the most prestigious schools "The van kofin fluid sciences".And now I am just doing great.
My dear friends life teaches us lot of things. Some might be joyful and some other might be painful.But remember one thing the lessons taught by life are never sugar coated.They are frank and sturdy.They often hurt us. But what so ever it is, take the courage to overcome the difficulties and strive hard to achieve your goals. Never allow the painful situations to over take you. Remember one thing in your life which I follow most of the times "YOU ROCK". This is the word which makes me to drive myself out of all my difficulties. Makes me to turn all those unturn stones on my path and rewrite great thing on that tombstone and stand out from the mob . Friend's don't forget "YOU ROCK. YOU ALWAYS ROCK!!!"
-Sushmitha
