Sunday, April 12, 2009

..am getting married!!!

Last night I had a dream about me getting married. I was standing in front of the temple, in my wedding dress; slowly as the doors were opening, I could see an image of a lady far away from me. She was standing near the altar, though her image was really blurred, I could still see that she was smiling at me. As I walked down the aisle, I felt in my heart the nervousness and excitement to see the woman that I was about to marry.
Unfortunately my cell phone alarm was turned on and my brain automatically responded to the annoying sound. After preparing myself on going to the office, I went to the bus station and seated comfortably in the back row. As I was listening to the radio, a wedding song 'alanaati raamachandruni' (from Murari movie) was played. I felt it was really unusual for the station to play such a song. Then I recalled my dream. I was so curious, who was the girl I was about to marry? Then someone came into my mind; she was my friend. A very close friend actually, she was also one of the persons that I almost fell in love with before but I only considered her a very good friend. I really don't know what came into my mind as if I was wishing that it would be her, that she would be the girl that I would marry in my dreams.

Traffic came my way this morning. I was worried being late at work but I enjoyed the traffic that morning. I recalled every sweet moment that this girl and I have the past few days, though I was not giving any spite in those things. Maybe I was so moved by her that we are starting to be really, really close these past few days. Maybe it was all my imagination. A little wish inside my heart that even in my dreams, we could be together more than friends. I went into my day, as I walked inside the office, I was feeling this different mood as if I was really happy, then I opened my Yahoo Messenger and started greeting my friends good morning and shouting to the world that I was very much happy that day and I was totally in the good mood. I really felt so lively, maybe it was because of the dream or maybe it was because the weather was not so hot, though I was a bit late in the office everything really went well. I really didn't care for the reason of me being happy but I liked that kind of feeling.

The day is almost over; I was looking forward on going home and had a good night sleep in my bed.

But I still had one hour to go before I could finally get out of the office. And then a message popped into my screen, "she" was online ... she greeted me good evening and asked me why I was so happy that day. She even teased me that I was in love that is why I was happy, but I said no. We talked about our day; she said that she also had a good day. We talked for a while that I didn't notice the time. It was almost 6:30 before I signed off. I was happy that we still didn't miss to communicate to each other even though we haven't seen each other that day. She stopped me from leaving but I really had to go, as I was fixing my things, she kept on sending messages; the one that really shocked me is her last sentence. She said, "You know what, I had a cute dream last night, we were about to get married in an old temple where I used to stay every time I was sad. You are there standing by the door and looking at me from afar, you were wearing a beautiful gown." I paused for a moment, it felt like everything around me stopped moving; I didn't know how to respond in what she said. In the end I answered her with a smiley and said, "What a cute dream, sorry now, but I really have to go bye-bye."

I really didn't know how to handle that kind of situation, but I left my office with a smile in my face. I couldn't tell her that I also dreamt the same thing because she might think that I was making it up but I was happy the way it happened. That night I could not sleep, expecting more coincidences……

Sree...

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