As usual I lied on the bed before sleeping, gazing at the sky to observe the plough of stars as I always do especially when I sleep on the terrace during summer. But this time I could see something peculiar in the sky which loomed close to my eyes scared me and made me to close my eyes before I hid under blanket. Further, I did not dare to peep from the cover and but closed eyes firmly to get slumbered.
This was not the first time I have gone through some horrific experience; almost daily I m encountering some strange dreams from last few days, especially after my recent break up with Priyanka. Also, I am not able to digest the fact that I am not gonna make in to good universities after my consecutive poor performance in GRE. Even the universities which showed sympathy by giving admission are not ready to give funding. My Uncle whom was I assuming as financier for my MS has given a jolt by saying his job is in jeopardize and he can be no longer as sponsor. Now, I am neither sure of getting Visa nor fulfilling my ambition of studying aeronautics in reputed university.
Also, I am frustrated with monotonous work in my job; became inert and not able to do simple tasks assigned to me. My boss says I am a dullard and my colleagues treat me as a maniac. Soon I may be fired from the job which I have been doing from last two years.
I can figure out the only solution to all the above problems is running away from everyone. Yes, I don't want this life which is so unfair to me….
-B.V.Patel
(This is the mail I got from some one who's very frustrated with his life and want a solution to his problems)
Sree…
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